Cheering in the New Year makes one remember to not look back, forgive and forget. I took a chance in the New Year to make a resolution list. It works if you commit. Last year I made one...alas, it has happened. It took the last 10 months to see that resolution through. Wanting to love the work you do, not for yourself but for the universe. As is the case, if you hate something, chances are, you are looking at the mirror image of your inner beliefs. So as not to be so preachy... I am just sharing one valuable lesson. This, from a lady that has been fortunate to live a dream but to admit mistakes as blessings of the past.
I spent an entire career working towards helping others tell their story through design, integrated marketing and entertainment. While it is true that at times, everybody gets handed difficulty and even have to work with people you are not their biggest fans, and sometimes you have awful clients. It is a huge relief when you no longer rely on a crutch such as a job. It is the lesson of learning that building confidence comes from making the best choices for yourself. It makes you and your entrepreneurial aspirations so much more worth living for and in deserving of successes.
For more than a decade, I am honored to say that I have been a Costume Designer for motion pictures and television shows. That, along with Fashion Styling countless of print editorials and commercials kept me super busy. I had to constantly go after new projects, clients and get hired over and over. In a sense, it was entrepreneurial, because you have to re-invent all the time and its an exciting life to work 12 hours on a set with celebrities. So, why would I decide to change course? Because it was the natural extension of my desire to ALWAYS be better than I am already.
For the next few years, I learned what having a real job was like. In having to clock in and out at Chula Jeans Couture, and Jordache, I pursued becoming a Fashion Designer. I did it because I was embarking on a dream of some day waking up to owning my very own fashion collection. Then in 2006 I realized that dream. I sold
Mildred Brignoni Denim to boutiques in New York and South Korea. My potential did not reach its best yet. Sadly I failed in my first Entrepreneurial endeavor due to a combination of a saturated denim market, overseas manufacturing costs, the wretched NAFTA agreements and bullying from business partners..Though, I reflect on this with a sigh of relief today, I didn't stop pushing the boundaries of my capabilities.
I didn't limit myself because of lack of a formal MBA ( Although those three letters from
Columbia or UCLA would be nice ), I turned to my skills that would secure another position and which I knew innately fit a companies needs. I became the VP of Business Development and Marketing for several Start up Technology, Film / TV businesses and Fashion companies. Because of my background in fashion, and entertainment, I stewarded partnerships while learned valuable assets such as metrics, best practices for digital advertising and content production. For a time, I worked for others, yet always leaned on my creative thinking to bridge need, desire, demand and solution. Hence, I have been rewarded through opportunities set in motion today.
Always learning to recover, I constantly utilize the value in my vast experiences and finally embrace my love of creativity. I have confidence that good decisions leads to fulfillment. With the support of truly great mentors and friends, I brought several businesses to the next level and helped monetize my own practice in design, digital advertising, social media and now my next project -
Digishon.com.
I am constantly asked what do I do? I think the answer is clear today. I am an Entrepreneur. I am a woman embracing my left and right brain. And, while I am still
Costume Designing motion pictures and television shows. Also, I Executive Produce if the story is worthy of my assistance. I help in distribution of content. Of course I haven't stopped thinking about building another fashion line of accessories. Except this time, it will say made in USA.
I think to discriminate against my own skills and let them lay dormant would be failing. I am always reminding myself that there is no guaranteeing I will make lots of money. But one thing is certain and that is it will bring me joy and happiness. My mission now has 7 wishes, and although I have recovered from turbulent proposals and failed visions, I rejoiced the days set free.